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I’m exhausted… I wonder sometimes if it’s worth it… or if i’m just hungry :P

food always makes me feel better :D i think it’s because of the whole energy being low and what not. but now i’m sleepy i’m just going to go home soon anyways

there’s just so much on my mind i dont know where to start…

Am I making things worse because of my own attitude? Or is it the fact that i’m so self absorbed. or the fact that I want everything and give nothing in return.

I create problems because i hang on to every little thing. Everything bothers me. I just don’t understand how I can just be shitty all the time.

maybe i just need to relax… I just need some way to become a better person…

pre workout 

Farout… those 3kms… really was hard work… I think it’s in combination of be not exercising as well as me still being sick.It’s going to be my parent’s 21st anniversary lunch… so now it looks like i’m really going to have to watch what i eat…

Current weight: 79.8kgs

Hey guys :) I know it’s been a while… I’ve just recovered sort of recovered from being sick from a nasty cold. What a better time to start this whole diet and exercise regime than now recovered. I still sort of have a cold and a sore throat. Plus not having work next week sort of puts me in a position where I can at least start this diet.

Anyway, Adam and I were talking about you know getting healthy and losing weight. He told me the best way to keep you on track is to tell everybody on fb and post pictures of your food as well as before and after photos. 

I’d be more than happy doing after photos… But before photos? not so much. I will be taking pictures of food since it’s all the rage over on here anyway. 

It really is time to GET IN SHAPE!!! My goal weight is about 60-65kgs.

Adam told me about this 4 hour body diet. It sort of promises you can lose 20 pounds without exercise. Of course I was very sceptical when he first told me about it. But he did the diet a few months ago for a month and did lose heaps of weight. If Adam can do it, I can do it too!! :D

Anyway, here are the foods I’m going to ban myself from having except on my cheat day

• Chocolate
• Rice
• Fast food
• alcohol 

I know these foods are pretty much a given. But you know… 

I think I’ll start off the exercise very lightly with a pleasant 3km jog… i’ll get back to you after the jog… 

I really am frustrated right now… I just don’t know why I’m having this argument time and time again… I don’t understand why you’re being difficult with me… IT’S FRUSTRATING!!!! All I want is you to be happy. I want to do whatever you want to do. I don’t care what we’re doing just as long as I’m with you :) 

I know i’m not easy to talk to either, and you can barely get a straight answer out of me. But I don’t want to get into an argument and I don’t want this argument to turn into a fight. Just tell me what you want and I’ll do it!

littlemisterwalf:

My Grandma’s name is Baby, Ironic LOL xDD

(via alice-ah)

Today I had an internship interview with WMAWater!! Apparently they had over 150 applicants and only 4 people were interviewed (including myself).

Since there are 2 positions, I have a 50/50 chance of getting it. Fingers crossed, I left a good and lasting impression.

They’re a water engineering consultancy company. Their office is so easy to get to!! Just less than a 5 min walk from townhall station :O! So travelling from home to work wouldn’t be much of a hassle compared to those that are located elsewhere which would involve me driving to work. Kinda hard since I don’t have my own mode of transport. Fingers crossed dear old Daddy will by me a car. Or at least loan me the money for a car. I’ll be able to pay it back after being on internship and what not… 

anyway they said that they’ll get back to me on monday at the latests tuesday… fingers crossed I get the internship and start earning REAL MONEY!!!

I seriously can’t wait to quit my stupid job and best and less and get my foot in the door with my career :D!

plus money is so awesome

Now I can afford nice things :D and probably buy myself new shoes, a new wardrobe, a bed frame (which has been LONG over due), an electric piano (i really will practice every day!) hopefully it will be one of those pianos you can stick your headphones in so no one else can hear you play except for you :D Probably a new desk but there’s no need for that. Probably a new bookshelf since i have a box of books under my bed and i want to have them on display some day…

anyway… I hope i get this internship :D